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over the past week i've met multiple alters who have explained the seriousness of their jobs and i suppose attitudes. i have therapy today, and now all of these are furious. they werent here before. my brain hurts.
i'm beginning to really be over DID....i used to think of it at this way of healing and a gift and yada yada....
now i just kind of want to punch myself in the face for being such a psycho idiot. i'm mad at my boyfriend today because i had a dream that he cheated on me, and half of my alters are having a caniption.
i cant deal with this crap anymore
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If you break these moth wing feelings
Powdering dust on your fingers
Well now we're not praying we're kneeling
Hard enough just to say you believe them
Well how the heck did you think you could beat them
At the same time that you're trying to be them
Hard enough just to say you don't need it when they
Took it up while you were still eating
Well satellite, satellite skin
Just like being in my own solar system
Doing good things but then totally eclipse them
Oh what's the use, oh what the hell
(Lost before we had a cause, had a cause)
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