So he went on this trip to Arkansas and I now realize all the stuff he does for me. My friend came over last night and apparently I'm a doofus who can't work a PS3 but he just kinda does it....I still have no idea what he does but I ended up walking around just thinking "man, I wish Dave were here". The dishes are piling up and I took that nasty trash out. And I thought....wow, he really does a lot that I never even notice.

So then I started to feel bad that maybe I just don't act appreciative enough and he is feeling a little ignored. And when I came home I opened up my laptop and he had opened up word and left a little note for me to find when I got home.

So now I really miss him. I feel like maybe we just needed some time apart to really miss each other y'know? He will be gone another 3 days and I feel kind of lost. It feels weird to sit here and look up and not see him. So I was on the fence and now that he is gone I feel like I really do take him for granted sometimes and that might have something to do with him lashing out lately.

Now I feel like a total jerk