I wish I could get my old teddies out from storage, but they are in Florida, and that's a long way from NY. I'm getting more excited about going to the toy store as the day goes on. But I'm trying not to think about any of it too much, which is of course nearly impossible... one thing I always do is start getting ready for things wayy to early, so today I'm going to put that off until about 4pm. Watching too much tv for now.

Sky, I didn't know there was an arcade or I would have been headed your way long ago!!

One of the things that gives me the most strength right now is my husband being able to connect the pieces for me from an outside perspective, and his belief that this makes as much sense to him as it does for me. I am worried about how to approach the therapist about it, but I'm just going to try and take a lot of deep breathes and keep it together.

Ok, have to stop talking about it now. More television.