I only just this week felt better about going out of the house, I have a friend who is a teacher and she has a two year old. She is on vacation right now so she called me up and we went out a few times this week and brought the kids to the mall to play in an indoor playground. I hope I can feel as good next week about going out when I don't have my friend as a buffer zone.
It did make me feel better about myself.
I think it has been about a year since I felt OK about leaving my house and only went out if I had to. I didn't even like to take the dog out because I felt like people were watching me.
I hope this streak continues for me.
Anyway, my point is that you aren't alone, and it will pass and you will have good days.
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