So I ended up texting him a few times and my thoughts and conversation always went to how happy they were together. I am jealous because he says they are and they are doing things that we were gonna do. So I finally told him I can't be just friends either. I'll end up being mean and spitefull to someone I don't even know. I don't want to be like that. I am not like that. So he said I tried to be friends. Well so did I but I can't. My emotions are still to strong over everything that's happened and I can't do that to myself. How can I move on if in the back of my head I keep thinking they will break up and he will want me back. I wouldn't move on. My heart hurts a little right now because it is an end but I really can't watch him move on. I want to move on. *sigh* I really don't like endings. Even necessary ones.