Right now I feel like I've been shoved in the I'm happy and your not and I want you to see it mud. Let's be friends but I'm super happy with my new woman(slap in my face). I don't want to be held on as a backup. If that was the plan. I feel so sick to my stomach over the last 24 hours. He can't have me and be with someone else. I can't watch it or hear about it. It hurts me. Why hurt me like that. So cruel so unkind. I was doing so well and got pulled back in. No more. I can't let him have that power over me. Nobody gets to have that power over me. No more.