I am a survivor of severe childhood sexual, emotional, physical abuse. I have been diagnosed w/PTSD, DID and a multitude of anxiety disorders. I no longer take medication and have a T that I only see if I have a crisis. I go to work every day and consider myself to be high-functioning. Here is the problem, I feel like the person that works everyday is NOT ME, I feel like the person who "mothers" in NOT ME, I feel like the "wife" is NOT ME. I become what society expects me to be and sometimes I feel like who I really am is this angry, hurt, depressed child pretending ALL THE TIME! I always feel like I am pretending. How do I find out who I really am???