I'm okay now. I'm really really embarrassed I completely went crazy typing crazy stuff! Usually, I try to articulate my thoughts coherently so it'd make more sense. When things went haywire, I couldn't get into contact with my close friend 'cause her phone is broken, so I guess I just started typing what I kept repeating in my head. Lol, I am amazed my friend can understand me in my crazy state! I'm so blessed to have wonderful friends
Hi Salukigirl,
I feel relationships take a lot work too, I just don't want to run away from it 'cause there're few problems. I agree I do need to have a clearer perspective though. My friends kinda gave up on convincing me, and now there's nothing they can do except to be there for me when I'm blue. So it's my turn now to decide what's best for me. I can't wait until I get back to school, so I can go to their counselors. I don't have insurance too.

Hi RomanSunBurn,
The reason why he doesn't want to introduce me is because his parents are super strict. They'd like for him to be successful before he gets involved in relationships. I understand it, and he says he's gonna introduce me once he gets into med so I'm fine with it now
I'll see how it goes on his part.