((((No_longer_sane))))
I do hear what you are saying and yes there are many awful people and things going on out in the world. But not all people are awful. Like the others have said having a mental illness does not make you awful. For there are people out there that do things that do not have a mental illness.
Here you will find some of the most caring and encouraging people who are going through many different things, yet they are not awful people but awful things have happened. You will find much support and genuine concern here. I am glad you have joined and I hope you will reach out as you can.
Thank you for posting. Please keep reaching out. I know you are scared but you have taken the first step. There are many here that will listen and that care. I care.
dps