Hello Why
I am sorry that you are feeling so poorly. You said several times that you need to hide your true feelings and pretend to be happy. I have done that too with people like casual friends who it just wasn't worth getting into it. But what would happen if you were honest with your mother?
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The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well. anonymous
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