I just left feeling drained. I managed to say everything I wanted to say, or everything I thought was really important. For the most part. I think my ocd comes into play in these situations because after trying to remember to say everything (I see it like a big brainstorming mind map in my head and jump around until all the little bubbles are checked off) afterwards I would normally be obsessed with all of the things I left out. Like I am when I post here, I always edit it or immediately post again. But I think I was too exhausted to focus on it for too long last night. I felt sort of, flat. Not good, not bad. Just done.

I really don't know how I'm supposed to learn to take something like this slow when I've been functioning at warp speed with things my entire life.

Had an interesting dream right before I woke up just now. All I remember is I was in "her office", but it looked more like her home. There was a big tv behind me and she said something like, oh, "Theory" is on, and I can't miss that. And she turned on the tv behind me and something came on with a 20 something man talking wordy over intellectual gibberish (some aspect of me/what I sound like when I get on a roll I'm sure). I then looked at the clock and it said it was 9:30 and I said, "oh my gosh, I am so sorry. I had no idea. You have to stop me when I get like that.", and she said, "It's ok, whether it takes until 9:30 or 11, whenever you start talking." And then I woke up to my dog barking.

Pretty weird.

Thanks again to my cheer squad. You guys are the B-E-S-T, BEST!!!