Thanks, Petunia, for asking.
No he didn't change it.
i went through the usual terrible time there at that office, crying openly in front of everyone and the dr almost yelling at me- "You don't have a diagnosis."

We cried, by the time i get a dx i'll lose everything that means anything to me. Being in constant pain has made me a monster- it took over my whole life. It hurts so much that all i can think about is how much it hurts,

tears,
kerria

it's so humiliating.

The morphine only takes a little pain away and leaves me with this terrible intense burning. It also keeps me awake at night. During the day i keep falling asleep and having daydreams- between that and the sx of DID, we're a terrible mess.

i was so deperate that i called T after i saw the pain management dr. T didn't even call back.

why is everything so difficult?