CQ good to hear from you I told my therpist today how last nite when "blank" head was saying I'm not being supportive of him lately, so I just blew up and reminded him how "he" hadn't been supportive of me after he screwed my whole mind up, and how "I" was the one dealing with all these different meds. and their side effects, the depression, the weight! You see after his little affair(s) and I found out and freaked, put on meds., psych, etc. is when all the weight and inactivity started, before all that I was in good shape, okay not a fashion model, but I did "turn heads" and given compliments, now I feel so fat and ugly, and it is hard trying to overcome that besides all the other junk. What really pisses me off is they way he stares at women when he and I are out together, that is so rude!! I think I should of split up with him last year instead of giving it a try, cause "I'm" the one still working at it, therapy, and the pills. Maybe being married is not the answer. Sorry to dump on you good people, I'm just "*****y" today, ha!ha! If we make it next April will be 25 yrs.!! If I had my life to live over, I'd never get married again. I better stop, I'm bringing everyone done, sorry Whatever I love hearing from you and the gang Have a good weekend if I don't hear from you.
"darkeyes" (glaring eyes, ha!ha!)