I can have my daughter any time I please.Usually Sun/Mon & a cpl of times during the week. Right now I have to work as much as possible,so when she crashes,I can atleast be able to care for my daughter.I have a few good friends who stop in quite often & monitor the situation unbeknown to her what they are really doing.I found out she has started therapy.My daughter seems to be doing ok,I stay in constant contact w/her. My daughter is the MOST important thing,but I'm scared if I take her & I'm 99% sure I can,it could cause her to try & hurt herself again & I honestly don't know if I could forgive myself for that. I am born again & on certain levels she is starting to respond to me. I have her reading the bible & she has admitted that she knows something is wrong.My Rev.says just keep doing what I'm doing,but this is extremely painful for me. She keeps saying she loves me but something has died inside her. Is this the bi-polar talking??I love my wife & even if I can't get past what she's done,I will not allow anything to happen to her if I can help.My brain is completely scrambled but I am starting to figure out what I need to do.Thank you guys SO much for your insight,I really appreciate it.God Bless you all!!LH