I can have my daughter as much as I want.Right now I'm working as much as possible trying to dig myself out of this hole she's put us in. I have a few mutual friends who stop in & monitor the situation unknown to her. She has started therapy.She says she loves me, but keeps saying something died inside her,but she keeps sending me texts several times a day saying she loves & misses me. Is this the bi-polar talking ?? Or is she reaching out? I admit she has my brain pretty scrambled,which is why I'm reaching out. I stay in pretty much constant contact w/my daughter. If I feel it is getting bad I will pull her out one way or another,but I am scared if I do when she crashes, she may try & hurt herself again, & I don't know if I could forgive myself for that.But I will do what I have to to protect my daughter. I am born-again & I actually have her reading the bible & she has admitted that something is wrong w/her.My Pastor says just keep doing what I'm doing because it is affecting her.Believe me, I do know prayer's work.Even if we don't work things out,I would never abandon her,esp if she needed help. I almost hate myself the way I love her. Thank you all so much for your advice, I really appreciate it.God Bless you all!!!