ZH,
It is amazing when something hits home. I remember realising that not everyove wants to die every single day. That was how I was living my life at the time and I thought everyone else felt the same. Then one day my therapist told me that it wasnt that way for most people and that the reason I felt like that was because something pretty bad had happened to me.
Anyway, its life changing isn it??????
Good luck to you and may you have many more Light bulb moments
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All the girls
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