I feel like im going to faint, I get heavy, things get a bit out of focus, my awareness gets out of focus and I get as heavy as lead.

Its like im there but only partly, like my body is on the way out to somewhere else and Ive got no control over it.

Its scary and feels hard to control but slowly im getting there and spotting the signs and trying to take care of myself and make sure I dont get too unwell.

All the girls