bridgie,
I wish I had words of wisdom to share with you...

Please do not let him use you like this...
It's hard not to get sucked into his drama but if you allow yourself to be drawn in--do you truly feel there will be respect and affection from him?
Do you think you are going to be happy and trust him?
Are you willing to take that chance?

You've gone a long way...keep walking, bridgie. It may hurt now, but there's a fairly big chance it's going to hurt a lot more if you do not protect yourself.

In Peace,
Catherine