A Psychiatrist will not tell you nothing's wrong......but a good long explanation and history from you will go a long way toward getting some much needed help......and meds are going to be in your future....like them or not they are the key that opens the door....then it's up to you whether to pass through to recovery or not....once the meds clear your mind you can look around and start to realize that there is a course of action to normacy......But you've got to see a Psych.....general Md's are OK for emergencies but you need one on one ....eye to eye therapy for these complex issues that lead to your predicament.......It will be slow, at first, but, for me it has been well Worth it........