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how wonderful! i realized something simlilar to that recently as well...regarding "i" things that i thought were strictly inside doings.

see, i always thought, when i lost time, that insiders just "jumped out" and took it from me. with the larger picture i have now, i can see so clearly that it was mostly me. it was me that had the panic response (mainly due to feelings touching me) then i would unconsciously turn and run. alot of times, those inside who could best deal had to literally "run" out.

these things that we realize can be life changing. WOW on your progress friend.

wishing you continued success,

kd