great, sykee!

see, i was able to begin delving as well last year when my youngest reached 17. i figured it was time. i figured that if i "lost it" for a while, she could do what she needed to as i'd always taught her. the thing is, none of my fears have been realized, sykee. none of them.

i HAVE realized that i had nothing to fear. i have realized that it was mostly me "running inside" and then insiders would have to carry on. i have realized that they have saved my life more than once. i've realized that i had nothing to fear all of that time.

now, what was hard? sitting with what they had to share with me. that was hard. i'd been given information before. but when i was given information AND feeling, it was hard. when i made myself "sit with it" to let it absorb, that was more than hard.

it's hard, but so worth it. now, recently (a couple of weeks) i've had a couple of parts that were always inside, up front right here with me...sharing today. it's the strangest, coolest experience i've ever felt in my life. i even feel smarter...lol.

you can do this. i'm proud that you're willing to try.

be safe and keep talking!

kd