Anyone ever have an alter who was well hidden be brought out and you see something you never ever thought you would have done?
I had that happen last night and I know what was done by me as an 8yr old girl to the teen boy who was chronically molesting and assulting me was just to escape the situation that day. A part of me split away though because action done of pushing him away as he was taking down his pants resulted in a very bad fall but we did not stay to see if he was OK. We RAN!! And later on we heard about him being in the hospital in very bad shape. We only last night remembered this. I know I had no choice but right now I am feeling so odd... lost? Confused? Not sure. It is like I am waking up from one nightmare into another? I know it is part of the healing... and I never told anyone but instead an alter fragment was formed who guarded that secret from us. We would have dreams of running from the police afraid of having to go to serve jail time.

Anyone else experience anything like this? How long did it take you to get back to normal?