kd, you have given me so much hope. I am sitting at my desk at work and am fighting back tears of joy and hope. I will need to sign off for now though because there are too many feelings that I can't handle at work and people are starting to notice that I am upset. I am going to take a few deep breaths, wipe my eyes and sign on later when I get home from work. You have given me a lot of insight and for that I am thankful!