i couldn't read the whole thing... but i didn't need to.. i know enough on my own to know that you did do the right things and the pain in your words makes me so sad. They teach us to try to do the right thing but they don't teach us that no one likes it when you do.
being exiled sucks
i understand... i truly do, more than i'd like to.
wishing you peace
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“This is my simple religion. There is no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy. Our own brain, our own heart is our temple; the philosophy is kindness.” -His Holiness, the Dalai Lama
I will not kneel, not for anyone. I am courageous, strong and full of light. Find someone else to judge, your best won't work here.