AShadow721,
Thank you for your story it really helped. This is the first time I've tried any sort of support group, and thus everyone here are victims of my rants. I knew that she was a newly out lesbian which gave me hope, but I don't think much could happen because I'm not even out yet. And now looking back in the past, it seemed as if she truely wanted to help me. I recall her trying to pull me from isolation into social situations, and constantly asking me with a look of concern if I was ok. I think I remember her eyes turning red and watery when I refused to tell her what was bothering me, but I don't know if that was from me or something else..She and I are still friends just not as close. I think until I sort myself out I won't be ready for any kind of real relationship.

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Hello Byzantine,
I'm trying the whole socializing thing and its actually kind of working. I've joined the school fashion show and lust putting myself out there distracts me from my..brain? Really I'm trying to get my mind off of her, and other things that make me sad. Attempting to Moving on I suppose..how are you doing?