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Originally Posted by Belle1979
I went for my early morning walk and it was great. I love that time with my friend and it's important really to how I feel come Monday. I'm climbing up the side of the ravine that I was in and I have got a firm grip this time I think!
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Sunday nights seem to be my bad time. Not sure why, maybe it's because I'm relaxed and alone getting ready for the working week.
I thought and dreamed about him last night. I hate that I still do that and that I miss him. I don't feel I love him anymore so that doesn't seem to be the issue. It's more that I miss the 'relationship' and there are things I miss about him I think... only that I didn't have to explain myself or anything like that. He knew who I was and what I was... with no 'getting to know you' needed.
I still hope that his relationship ends bitterly... makes me horrible I guess but he doesn't deserve to be happy in my opinion. Not right now anyway
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