Hey there Shez, hold on things will get better. Sometimes being alone seems like the worst thing in the world, but its not. Sometimes I get so down that its hard to get back up. But then after days being sad, sleeping to much, and deep depression, then coming to realize that being alone was peaceful cause no one was there yelling at me, hurting me, or telling what to do. So I got creative and used those times for doing things, lots of things I always wanted to do. I painted, and sewed, took long walks and stayed up late watching old movies and sometimes I cried. And it helped. Sure I miss the way things could have been, but I just gritted my teeth and made it though the rough spots. And I have faith that you can do that to. I am here if you need me. 1 Girl