So, I was pretty active on this site a few months ago because I was really struggling with depression and a few other issues. I went home for Winter Break (I'm a college student) and I didn't have internet, so I stopped checking. I got back to school and I was actually doing pretty good. I figured my meds were kicking in. It was nice. About a week ago I had an insomnia attack (slept 12 hours in 5 days) and now I feel like s***. I really can't help but wonder if this is ever gonna stop being an issue in my life. I'm sick of it. I can;t stand hating myself and my life and not being able to engage my friends or play my guitar or focus on school. I HATE DEPRESSION! But it seems like, no matter what I do, I can't break free from it's grasp. It sucks. I'm just ranting I guess.