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Old Feb 21, 2010, 11:53 PM
desperate&disturbed desperate&disturbed is offline
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Location: new york
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i don't want to stop cutting myslf at all! my friends make me want to get better but deep down i know that i don't want to. but still i feel like a freak all the time. one of my friends tried to get me help and i broke down crying because i was afraid evryone would find out (he asked a mutual friend) and everyone would know im a freak.
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?

he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.

i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony