I hate that he is hurt. And it makes him seem so VULNERABLE, you know?

I used to worry when I wouldn't hear back from him over a weekend or whatever that something had happened to him. I finally let that go, and then something happened to him! I guess the good thing is that he told me right away, so I know if something happens to him, I'll hear about it. I've always wondered about that.

I am just going to lay low and wait for him to call me, hopefully on Tuesday. I sent him a really short "wow, that is so scary, hope you feel better" e-mail so he would know that I got his e-mail about canceling, but I don't want him to feel like he has to take care of me or deal with my needs while he is hurt. He knows me really well and I know he knows I am freaking out...hopefully, he will call on Tues. I think he will.

I smiled a little when I came back to this thread and read that he said he had a "little" accident. I can so see him re-reading what he wrote before he sent the e-mail and adding the "little" so I would freak out less. It didn't work though. Ack.

I REALLY wish I was on the phone call list instead of the e-mail list. I want him to be okay.