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Feb 22, 2010, 01:09 AM
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Member Since: Mar 2009
Location: So Cal
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Wow...
I remember when I was seeing old T, in one session we were talking about something having to do with the anger and abandonment I felt towards my Mother. At least, i think that's what we talked about...it's not all there...just bits and pieces. Anyway, all of the sudden T was talking and I remember it like this: T="Blah blah blah, blah blah, NURTURING BREAST!!"
 OMG!! What did she just say?
At that moment, I got all dizzy and couldn't look at her anymore. I could feel myself holding my breath and the only thing I remember being able to say was "Huh?"  Then she repeated something about me not being allowed the nurturing breast, but I was too far gone and all I could think about was wanting to snuggle my head into T's bosom so I could feel safe and just fall asleep. It was a completely innocent thought, but I was so embarrassed about my thoughts and I was never able to bring it up with T. I couldn't let myself. I was afraid she would get angry and think I was some kind of pervert.
Sometimes I wish I would have said something. But hearing the words in my head still makes me uncomfortable. 
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Last edited by sabby; Feb 22, 2010 at 07:26 AM.
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