That stinks that your Doc couldnt show a bit more interest what a ****!!
Maybe by asking you what meds you would like to try he was giving you some control. I found I was in a position where the Doc was giving me one drug after the other, I started to feel that I had no control and that they had all the control, to gain that control back I thought about stopping all the meds, I didnt but overdosed instead-I have to have control.
I have come to terms with the fact to be well I need those bloody meds and I am actually in control, if I stop taking them I will get sick hence I do have a choice, so I have now chosen to take the bloody things to get me well again.