How is this life. I hate it. I self-injure very regularly and nobody knows. I hate who I am, and what I am. My parents hate me. I can't stop anything and I can't stop bleeding. It just feels good to hurt on the outside when all I feel is pain, darkness, and emptiness on the inside. I'm manic-depressive bipolar. Supposedly I'm supposed to feel happy sometimes. Apparently not. I just can't stop cutting, scratching, biting, burning, and bruising. Sometimes I think, maybe I don't want to. What should I do.?

I don't know if this is the right thing to say here. I'm new. Sorry.