Things are going along for me.... healing. I am on short term disability right now for this week and T will re-evaluate me. I am going through processing the trauma and merging memories with positive memories so it will take away the negative charges. I think I pushed myself too much last night because I was going into areas I am not yet strong enough to face. That made me have anxiety for a while.

We will see T today and I am glad. Wish this would hurry up and process. He said I was working hard to get healed up. This is just so hard.