Tree - first big safe hugs for you! It is hard enough when an apt is cancled... but then because of T being in an accident is not good at all!

You said "I hate it when the littlest thing throws me like this." (((tree))) please do not be hard on yourself. This is NOT a little thing. It really hit you in the heart. You have healthy attachment to T and what you are feeling is very normal. It would be scary for sure!!

I hope T calls you up Tue too. If not, send him an email asking him to call you because you need to hear his voice even if just for a brief min or two. :-)

(((( tree ))))