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I somewhat feel the same way. Maybe if you look far enough down inside, you will see that you actually do want to stop, or at least know that getting help is important? I know that in the moment, and while you are SI-ing, it feels like that is all you want, but when you are with your friends, or when you are doing something else maybe you can realize you do want to stop? Is being scared of people finding out another reason you don't want help? I don't know if this will help at all, but yeah..I hope it does.
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"Though I laugh, and act like a clown, beneath this mask I am wearing a frown."
"My humor hides my pain but inside it still remains."
"No matter how far I run, I'll never be able to run far enough to get away from the memories you've left me with."
"I want to be left alone, but at the same time I don't..."
"Depression is like Quicksand. Its easy to fall deeper and hard to pull yourself out."
"I'm so lonely. Surrounded by people that know me but don't know a thing."
"Its like the world is trying to tell me that it doesn't need me anymore."
"Sometimes i look in the mirror and wish i could see nothing"
"I'm tired of trying, sick of crying, I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying."
"This love, this hate, is burning me away."
"I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine for the very last time."
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