Ok so I have deleted his phone number unfriended him on facebook (for the 4th time) but for good this time. I am feeling pretty good about this. Friday I have therapy so I can go over things again and help keep me strong. I don't forsee him contacting me again. But with everything put all together we have nothing to work on. No basis to start from anymore maybe if it was the first week and he apologized and kept up being good to me maybe before he had another woman and maybe before this friends for now. I am not a friends for now. He cldnt even clarify what that meant even though I know. He needs to get his act together for his next relationship bcz we don't have one and haven't had one for awhile. I don't know why I was hanging on and allowing myself to get strung along but I'm not doing that anymore. I'm pretty sure I can stay strong this time. I know my friends and family would not allow him back and they have outside views of the whole thing. And they all know everything. They will help me be strong too. This opens me up to live my life and the possibility of finding the right guy.