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Originally Posted by beatlesmarley
I somewhat feel the same way. Maybe if you look far enough down inside, you will see that you actually do want to stop, or at least know that getting help is important? I know that in the moment, and while you are SI-ing, it feels like that is all you want, but when you are with your friends, or when you are doing something else maybe you can realize you do want to stop? Is being scared of people finding out another reason you don't want help? I don't know if this will help at all, but yeah..I hope it does.
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yeah im realy scared people will find out and that in turn stresses me out, and leads me cut myself more. for example i had scars on my arm and i was afraid someone would notice so i freaked out started like biting my arm til i bled and then when i got home i cut myself more.
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?
he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,
can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.
i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road
I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
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