I don't want to tell my parents: we have a really bad relationship. As for the counselor... I don't really know if I can trust her. Doesn't she have to tell someone if I say I SI or anything like that? Then everybody would know and find out. I don't know if I want anybody to know. Thanks for the resources. Yeah I guess I do need help. I just don't really know who to trust with telling them this.

Thanks. Yeah. I like PC from what I've seen. Nope. No therapist, I haven't seen her since about 3 months ago. And no, no meds either, the last time I saw my therapist she said that she didn't think it was bad enough for me to need any. That's about when I started SI-ing, so she didn't know about that or anything else. It's all pretty recent. So yeah, no therapist, and I don't go to church either. So I don't know who there even is to talk to.

I'll try to keep posting. Thank you both.