I think it may vary for different people. I tried throwing my blade away which led to burns and when I got another blade and threw that one away I almost overdosed. As horrible as this sounds I just keep it around now for comfort sake. I haven't cut with it but I know where it is.
I'm not sure what to do in your case. You really would have to think about it . If your going to throw the device out maybe make sure you try and stay round people a bit more or make some calls or go for some nice walks. Try and keep yourself occupied
Good luck
Carrie xo