Hi there,

I have observed that many people with DID have been through a traumatic experience, horrible things that I couldn't imagine going through myself.

So I feel like a jerk when I "escape" into my stories, and I daydream, and I have trouble listening...because I haven't been through anything traumatic in my life. I feel almost, weak. :/ Like, I'm too weak to deal with "real life". Throughout my life I've had my stories and thoughts means of escape from reality.

I've never actually "become" somebody else, had an alter. I've always been well, "me" but just often thinking about other things inside of me. I'm just confused and frustrated, since it takes up my time. And my stories are ALWAYS better than my reality, so sometimes I don't want to go back. >.<