Two nights ago I had a dream, I didn't think it meant anything, or was important in any way, except for the fact that I had the same one last night. And today it's been sort of coming back randomly and flashing in my head. So I figured maybe it's time to ask about it here. Here is how it went.
It started with just all black and I could hear someone laughing and I could just tell the person was laughing at me. The black disappeared and it turned red. Then I could hear screaming and crying, but it sounded like a baby. Again, I could tell it was me, I don't know how. Then it flashed black again and I heard voices whispering stuff I couldn't make out. Then it turned to normal everyday sunny outside and I could see myself falling off of a huge silver, shiny, somewhat blade-like cliff-type thing into a huge body of water, except the water was red not blue. That part just stayed for a while. Then I woke up. The exact same thing has happened both nights and during the day I get random flashes of the water, and of the blackness. I have no idea what this means at all, and it's sort of starting to freak me out, and is pretty confusing.
Any ideas? Could this just be a short-lived sleeping/dream thing?
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