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Originally Posted by depressedgirl
Wanting so bad right now to just cut and burn my arms so bad. It's taking everything I have to not just take a razor or lighter to my arm. I want to feel the burn or see the blood cause it makes me feel better cause I am punishing myself for everyone leaving me and for everyone treating me like crap. I must've done something wrong for noone to stay by my side. It just feels easier and less painful and heartbreaking when I take that razor or lighter to my skin. So why is everyone trying to take that away from me?  |
you shouldn't have to punish yourself for someone else leaving you, they are missing out on someone who is amazing. and you know you deserve better. everyone is amazing in their own way and if those people can't see it then its their loss, someone who understands will come along soon enough and make the wait worthwhile 
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?
he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,
can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.
i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road
I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
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