(((((((((ohseedee)))))))))

Life is relative, like all things. What is hugely exciting to one, might not warrant more than a smile by another. When talking about feelings and emotions, weakness is a judgement that demeans, please don't apply this to wonderful yourself.

I was wondering if it was safe to assume by your name that OCD plays a part in your life. As it seems to be the persistent nature of your escapism that is concerning you, as opposed to the stories themselves, perhaps it may be a manifestation of an aspect of OCD? Escapism from 'real life' is something that I believe every human being has moments/days/weeks/months when they want to escape the reality of their life, whether it be due to trauma or merely boredom, again its all relative.

It sounds like, and as some of the other posts have pointed out, that you have a wonderful imagination that may benefit from having your stories out of your head and put onto paper. And do be sure to post your stories at PC for us all to enjoy!

Good luck with your future ventures.
Best wishes,
kp