Hi! Everyone is different and not everyone fits the textbook case. The rollercoaster sometimes slows down and then speeds up again its unpredictable in nature for me also. I have just gone from really depressed again with suicidal thoughts to hypomania again with the uncontollable racing thoughts irrational and misplaced rage. I can have a couple of days with mania then weeks of depression or vice versa, theres just no knowing really.
For me lack of sleep=tremendous amounts of energy yet I actually achieve little, having to complete the simplest of tasks again and again
Today was a day where I wanted to run away and hide from the world, to tell everyone to **** off and leave me the hell alone.
My mood stabiliser obviously needs adjusting