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I don't know about you guys, but I seriously feel as if my brain has gone dead. Everything seems foggy. Sometimes I feel as if I can almost come out of myself and see myself in the third person and then realize how crazy my life is and then it just seems unreal. Does anyone ever feel that way??
I'm probably not describing it well. But just feels like being this way can't be real, that it's almost like its a bad dream. I don't know, I feel crazy at times and just can't seem to think straight anymore. Just in a daze and confused right now. Need some clarity, will I ever get it?? I'm worried that I will be in this state forever.
I just can't think anymore....
Everything unclear, so nebulous, I'm in a haze of doubt.
Simple things, so difficult, and can't make myself come around.
Sick of this lie, sick of this act, turn the page for once
To something that makes sense, something that I can taste
For I lost the time and don't know when I'm coming or going
The same day, like a love song on repeat
Deja vu and its all I remember, am I insane?
Who can know, but I, as I'm stuck in this disarray.
Choson (c) 2010
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