(((((Thinkinghappy)))))) remember nothing ever remains the same, life is transient and things will change for you and you will see happy days and blue skies again soon. I am just out of a horrible what seemed never ending depression and I feel ok and balanced which for me is a godsend. Dont give up hope, we are all here behind you wishing for your best. Keep posting and try some of the other forums as well where you may get more specific support like the depression forum for instance.

Keep posting and keep the hope

Paddy