((((( Tree )))))
You know we're here for you, spiraly and all....
I do hope you are able to talk to T soon, so you can come to some peace with this. Waiting is so hard. I know that I get very spiraly when I am anxiously waiting for something. It's extremely difficult to stop the spiraling from happening....
Please do update when you hear from T.
And in the meantime, keep posting.....