You know, I don't think I'm angry. I am always willing to believe I *might* be angry at T, for sure ...but that doesn't feel right this time.

I just e-mailed him and asked if he is back at work today if we can connect on the phone for a couple of minutes.

Something that is difficult for me is that T CLEARLY changes the boundaries when he is hurt. It happened before when he hurt his back. He is very open with me usually, and it's like he pulls in and gets really secretive. I totally get it...being hurt is kind of triggery, and I am sure that he wants to just take care of himself. I tend to pull in and shut down when I get hurt too...it's just a vulnerable thing to be hurt. BUT! I do wish that he would just say "I sprained my ankle" or "I got some stitches" or whatever. I am pretty positive that in the end he will tell me exactly what happened, so I wish he could just do that up front instead of giving me just enough information to spiral out, you know?

Anyhow, I really hope he is feeling better and I really hope we can connect today.