you are not pathetic moon... trust me your not... your going through a hard time. we all have to go through them but it is key to remember that we want to be there to help you out. we want to be able to at least try to keep your mind off of things and keep you busy... Life is hard but remember the key is to be strong and get back up and just look life in the eyes and ddecide what you want to do... fight or just give up.... you need to fight for yourself. i am always here to help.